Dear family and friends,
Molly has been gaining strength physically, thanks to extensive supplements, in part making up the deficits in vitamins, minerals, etc. caused by the Lyme disease itself. She has been greatly helped in this by applied kinesiologist Dr. Tom Rogowskey, who pays weekly housecalls. His muscle-tests with her help determine the correct supplementation.
At the same time, neurological aspects of the disease have worsened: stinging of the skin all over, some dysregulation of thinking and mood, but most especially extreme hyperacusis (severe sensitivity to stimulation, especially sound). Dr. Susser, our Lyme expert with 40 years experience, located in Scottsdale, says that Molly's is is the worst case of hyperacusis he and his expert colleagues who specialize in hyperacusis have ever heard of. It has increased her isolation from friends; now even a few minutes of interaction can cause severe head pain for hours or even days. This (not to mention limitations on occupying herself) has affected her morale. Dr. Susser believes that the neurological symptoms now constitute an organic brain syndrome, probably the result of demylinization–-the loss of nerve insulation. He firmly believes the symptoms can be reversed, however, with the help of new, experimental, unconventional treatments.
Addressing the disease itself–destroying the dastardly and wily spirochetes (bacteria) in all their four guises/disguises–has become a pressing need and is a key part of addressing the neurological problems. Now that she is somewhat physically prepared, we have begun to try a variety of approaches in order to keep the bacteria off-balance, including antibiotics, herbs and a current version of the Rife machine. Besides herbs, she just recently she undertook her first antibiotics, two in tandem, to address all 4 forms of spiros at once. As expected, it was something of a drama, as the expiring spiros released new toxins causing a worsening of her usual symptoms and significant emotional upheaval. The body had to bind and get rid of the new toxins. There’s no way around this die-off reaction–called the Jarisch-Herxheimer reaction or herx for short--though it can be softened with certain supplements.
Another part of the treatment equation involves breaking down the "biofilm," which is a kind of plaque-like material in which the spirochetes shield themselves and attack the nervous system. At the same time the nerve sheaths need help to reconstitute (re-myelinize) themselves. This is all new research territory.
At this crucial stage on the long road of healing–when Molly has now been house-bound for a whole year!-- I know she would be deeply appreciative of your renewed prayers, chanting, meditation or "sits" with her, as well as e-mails and photos.
Marilyn
Molly just asked me if I could post here a Christmas wish that I sent to her in December. So here it is, Molly:
ReplyDeleteDear Molly ---
"Silent Night, Holy Night...."
One of the times when God was His most powerful was when He was His most helpless.
You are a very courageous Spirit -- far more courageous than I could ever be.
I wish you a very Special Christmas this year.
Dear Molly,
ReplyDeleteIt's May and, so far, our orchard is still in bloom and fruit is setting! Cross your fingers that we'll be frost free for another week and then, perhaps, we can relax. The 15th of May is when we think we're safe. Last year we had a hard frost on the 16th! Lost all our fruit - apples, peaches, pears, and cherries.
Over the 25 years we've lived here in the country we have started to develop an accepting attitude but we're not there yet. I think acceptance is a hard fought battle, especially when the battle is physically related (like yours) and we admire your determination to keep up the fight. That's so important. But, when Mother Nature is involved, it's an entirely different story. So, we watch the weather every day, look at the weekly forecast and worry, worry.
Molly, I looked at the photos of you in your active days and think you must have many wonderful memories. I believe that you will finally heal from this disease and that you'll be able to return to all the activities you once enjoyed. With love, Carol and George